just sent a really long email to my fellow unserians, asking them to turn up for o nite. great og... hope they all turn up for O Nite... :)

today, first day of school. well, somehow, was very thoughtful the moment i woke up, and probably was till lessons started. guess its really all the fun and bonding tt i experienced during orientation last year - it was really unlike anything i've experienced b4. memories are still strong there. seeing all the lost looks of the new comers, as they examine their surroundings, and cautiously enter the hall, the way their whimpers slowly evolved to all might cheers over the course of the day. well, it brought back some memories. really great ones. regret SO much not signing up as an OGL... sure it'd have made things busy, but heck, i think its all worth it. damn... really really regret it. but i guess it was still great to be able to soak up the feeling as i watch orientation unfurl, and having yh tell me occassionally what was going on behind the scenes. met my ogl... she gave me a big hug, was so happy to see her again... :) ahhh...

hmmm, then sch. was in no mood for it at all. didn't help tt we have to face tt bitch for 2 hours and 40 mins. wth. so much chem in a day. and she as usual, had to pick on me the very first day of sch. make me present and point out all my mistakes. whatever. well, timetable is better i guess, but fri and thurs are still horror days.

guess, it was good to be able to catch up with friends i hadn't seen in sometime... :) was glad tt pple thot the photos from aus were nice, well, i think they looked nice... haha.

but u... i guess i know why u looked so gloomy the whole day. guess its my fault. felt really sucky at the end of the day, the more i thot abt it. no words exchanged the whole day. was just this look. i dunno what to do anymore. well, hs said u thot i didn't really care... hmmm, well, if tt's what u really think, i dunno what to say. and u know, i think u do have to help yrself, rite now, i dun think anyone can help u get over this. i'm sorry, but i guess, u have to do it yrself. hs told me i should leave u alone, not talk to u, guess i'll take her advice. the reverse doesn't help anyway... hope u do get better then.

okie... so me and hs just walked round for hours after sch while i was waiting for nick cuz we were dismissed like an hour earlier from bio pract.... haha, was fun, got to play with the J1s... i had this 100 Plus can, cold and wet. so we went up to all the blindfolded pple and plastered the cans next to their faces. was dun to see their reactions. some shreked, and one even cursed at hs in some foreign language. she was sooo pissed... haha. oh, and she spent such a long time looking for this girl she thot was chio, well, thot she was ok, not worth *tt* much time though.

then met up w zp and nick after such a long time, guess we got fed up with waiting for each other? haha... zp, funny as usual... then talked to nick for quite long, made me feel a little better. thanks lots... :)